We're all mad here.

I love it when I can’t stop smiling. When someone touches you and you can feel the care radiating from their fingertips, you know something important is happening. I’ve liked a lot of people in my life but there’s something about this time that makes me think it’s very much worth it. I feel very optimistic about this and I just hope that when I leave for the summer it doesn’t mess anything up. I mean I’m obviously going to do whatever I want because it’s my life and I’m not committed to anyone or anything but myself. But I just hope that the potential I feel for something real doesn’t go away with that time. I like what’s happening with us and I’d like to keep it but I’m just not ready for anything too serious. I mean of course I am because that’s all I want in my life: to get married early and just be in love with each other for a whole and then have the cutest fucking babies in the whole world. But I can’t be held responsible for making sure someone elses feelings aren’t hurt by the things I do. Of corse it isn’t my intention to hurt anyone and I never want to do it. But it’s not me who makes you upset. You ultimately choose how your feelings can go. I just can’t keep promises just yet and I want to live my life a little selfishly for once and do what I want when I want to do it.
Good night, tumblr.
I love you.